Sometimes You've Gotta Live

So I knew that I had to go through my room and get rid of things and put them in the cellar. What I DIDN’T know, was that ALL of my stuff, including the things in the cellar, had to be gone through. It pisses me off, that two weeks before I get to go to Disney for 7 months, my mom suddenly says oh you have a lot to do. You have to go through everything of yours in the house basically. And I get pissed. Because she could have let me know a lot sooner that I had to go through everything and not just the stuff in my room. WHICH I only learned about YESTERDAY. I had planned that I could keep stuff in the dresser and such like I normally did. Now I’m pissed, and crying, and I just don’t want to deal with it.

This is beautiful.

So you might have been wondering where I’ve been. Why haven’t I been posting? Well, I’ve been on my weightloss/fitness tumblr. Iffen you want to know what that is, send me a message, I’ll shoot you a link. If not, that’s cool too.

For all my Disney folk …. IT’S GETTING SO CLOSE! LESS THAN A MONTH! I can’t wait to get to Disney, and I can’t wait to be able to go all over the parks without getting really out of breath. LOVE. I can’t wait to meet all of you.

I was trying to explain what a drink of coke does to my mom’s boyfriend. And I told him I didn’t really remember everything, but what it did wasn’t good. And then he just kept trying to quiz me on what it does, and all that. I got SO frustrated, I was ready to yell at him, and I did get fairly loud.

The hard part of starting any diet, or even living day to day, is reminding myself I can feel pretty. The only thing stopping me is myself. The only thing making me feel worthless, is me. Not only do I need to get my body healthy, I need to get my mind and soul healthy.